Wednesday 21st May – Even before the Intensive…
This morning I woke after a very blessed nights sleep with thighs that ache enormously. I just felt God say, “this is the weight of my glory that you will walk in form now on.” Awesome.
Was thanking God this morning for everything He did through and in me yesterday and what Chris said was absolutely spot-on; I don’t belong to myself, I belong to God and that’s why I cant control my words – He is making Himself known to others through my words! Got this amazing sense that God said He felt restricted in the box too. The box wasn’t just around me, but I had allowed it to form around us both. He’s glad that He’s now free and I can see the evident manifestation of that in the fact I’m not in control of myself anymore!!
How can anyone doubt a God that is so awesome and strong in His power? I cant – I’ve certainly tasted and seen and there’s no way that I’m ever going back to the previous me. As Chris said yesterday I look different,
I am different,
I am different in Christ…
But what’s best is that for the first time in my life I’m proud to be different!
I’ll be salt and light Lord God in a world that is dark and unsalty. Use me Father.
