Saturday 31st May – Gods Exam and a new name.
Friday’s exam was totally God given – it was a breeze which was a real blessing in itself. It feels weird to think that I may never have to do the stuff that I have studied for three years, because my life is surrendered into His plan and not my own… I will just seek His face, and wait.
Saturday was spent whacking out 2 assignments, and thankfully they were achieved. Xalt in the evening was really good and just nice to spent time with Matt, Izzy, Hannah and Becca. People like this I am going to miss if I make the decision to go back over to Uganda for the long-term. Keith spoke about Revelation 11 where Jesus will give us ‘our name’ on a white stone. Not the name our parents gave us, or the name society has enforced on us, or the name we have chosen to become labelled as but His name for us. I just felt God whisper ‘daughter’; it was immensely quiet but equally as powerful. I’m still carrying around my white stone to remind me of that promise and the fact that I only have to live up to the name that He gives me… labels such as waste of space, lazy, etc… that society may have pushed in my direction I refuse to accept. The only name I aspire to live up to is the one on that white stone that Jesus gives me; my heavenly name; the name by which I’m known to Him.
