The Gardener is my best friend....
This mornings all age service was great. There was such a powerful message being portrayed, a message that I had never considered in such a meaningful way before. God is the gardener and prunes us back so that we will produce good fruit in its plenty. We all have seasons and he trips us according to our season.... my season of education has come to an end and Im being trimmend and refined ready to prepare for the season that lies ahead whatever that may be.
This evening we just enetered into the throne room of Christ (or the gardeners shed!). It was awesome. I was just stood there hands in the air hungry for Jesus, literally straving and reaching as high as I could for HIM. Nothing else would satisfy but HIM. The 2 ladies that had just returned from Lakeland were ministering to us all, and I am sure that they were intent i was falling over, but i was standing firm. I wanted to reach higher into His throne room and I could only do that standing up with my hands heavenward. I have nevr felt the need to worship as hard or as passionatly as I did tonight. I did not give one care in the world about the others standing around watching me, all I wanted was Jesus in His glory.
Things arn't easy at the momment, but I have the most solid rock that I need in Jesus. I also have it in His body, the church, my church. I left church laughing but crying in my spirit. Here was a whole host of people who dearly love me, and me them but yet I can never be open and honest with them. Im changing that because the secret is the place of the devil and I do not want to be there. I want to be in the open and have all these people around me encouraging me and loving me through whatever comes my way, so that in return I can do it for them also. I have the best family that I could ask for....giving that up for the Lord and moving away will be a very hard task, but as I told Him last night Im prepared to do it if it means I can live in His glory and bring that to others too. I will sacrifice anything for you Lord, I will pray my kingdom out and yours in. Yours is the only kingdom that I want to live in and under, as is your glory.
You are holy Lord; You are worthy Lord.
This evening we just enetered into the throne room of Christ (or the gardeners shed!). It was awesome. I was just stood there hands in the air hungry for Jesus, literally straving and reaching as high as I could for HIM. Nothing else would satisfy but HIM. The 2 ladies that had just returned from Lakeland were ministering to us all, and I am sure that they were intent i was falling over, but i was standing firm. I wanted to reach higher into His throne room and I could only do that standing up with my hands heavenward. I have nevr felt the need to worship as hard or as passionatly as I did tonight. I did not give one care in the world about the others standing around watching me, all I wanted was Jesus in His glory.
Things arn't easy at the momment, but I have the most solid rock that I need in Jesus. I also have it in His body, the church, my church. I left church laughing but crying in my spirit. Here was a whole host of people who dearly love me, and me them but yet I can never be open and honest with them. Im changing that because the secret is the place of the devil and I do not want to be there. I want to be in the open and have all these people around me encouraging me and loving me through whatever comes my way, so that in return I can do it for them also. I have the best family that I could ask for....giving that up for the Lord and moving away will be a very hard task, but as I told Him last night Im prepared to do it if it means I can live in His glory and bring that to others too. I will sacrifice anything for you Lord, I will pray my kingdom out and yours in. Yours is the only kingdom that I want to live in and under, as is your glory.
You are holy Lord; You are worthy Lord.
